PRAYERS FOR LOSS OF A BABY

HEAVENLY FATHER,
I come before Your Throne of Grace and Mercy with this very painful issue that has happened to me – something I never thought would happen to ME!
I thank You that I can call You FATHER! Thank You for adopting me as Your child and loving me more than any earthly father ever could! I have believed You are ALWAYS good and always want to bless me – I have learned all Your Characteristics from Your Word –You are a loving, compassionate, faithful and caring FATHER – You ALWAYS want the best for me – You are always in control – and I believe that all things that happen to me, You are fully aware of.
I do not understand WHY I have lost my baby – BUT – I CHOOSE to trust You no matter what! My heart is really full of pain – I am struggling with so many questions:
•Why did You allow this?
•If You know all things and are all powerful, then why did You not stop conception?
•You are the Giver of life, then why give life to take it away?
•Why allow pregnancy to form if there was something wrong with the baby?
•Why did You not prevent this from happening?
•What did I do wrong?
•Did I open a door any where in my past that has allowed this to happen?
•Did my forefathers open doors that could have allowed this to happen?
•Did I have rebellion in my heart against anyone?
•Is it because of my sexual sin and promiscuous premarital sexual relations?
•Why do I have this guilt, emptiness, numbness, hopelessness and believing I have failed this “life” that was in my womb?
•What did I say or do to bring such destruction on myself?
I want to bring all these points before You FATHER, and deal with them once and for all. I want to close all possible doors from the past – my own sins as well as those of my forefathers – I choose to remove all demonic legal right from satan to ever steal, kill or destroy any fruit of my womb again!
Heavenly FATHER, I don’t want to grieve as one without hope. Because You are The Life Giver. You can restore me as a new being.
1″Thessalonians”4:13-14!“13-Brothers and sisters, we do not want you to be uninformed about those who sleep in death, so that you do not grieve like the rest of mankind, who have no hope. 14-For we believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him.
I know Your Word says You can heal me, give me a new spirit and a new heart in my inner being. I will also see my baby one day when I get to Heaven!
Ezekiel”36:26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
AMEN!